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And the FOMO is hitting so SO hard!
Basically, I really REALLY need to focus on getting some original fiction projects completed and out the door into the query trenches once again. And I've definitely noticed I can procrastinate like hell with fanfic, especially with exchanges. And y'all I LOVE EXCHANGES.
But publishing career. BUT PUBLISHING CAREER DAMN IT CAIT.
So yeah, this will be the first year in, hell I don't actually know how long that I'm not signing up for Yuletide, and I went ahead and defaulted on my FFFX assignment since it's early enough that it can pick up a pinch hitter with plenty of time to write them a good story.
I'm so bummed, y'all!
But, this is what I want to do. What I need to do. I just have to remember to remind myself of that.
If I reach my wordcount goals over the next few months, maybe I'll reward myself with writing a pinch hit or treat or something. We'll see. But original fic MUST come first.
Oof.
Basically, I really REALLY need to focus on getting some original fiction projects completed and out the door into the query trenches once again. And I've definitely noticed I can procrastinate like hell with fanfic, especially with exchanges. And y'all I LOVE EXCHANGES.
But publishing career. BUT PUBLISHING CAREER DAMN IT CAIT.
So yeah, this will be the first year in, hell I don't actually know how long that I'm not signing up for Yuletide, and I went ahead and defaulted on my FFFX assignment since it's early enough that it can pick up a pinch hitter with plenty of time to write them a good story.
I'm so bummed, y'all!
But, this is what I want to do. What I need to do. I just have to remember to remind myself of that.
If I reach my wordcount goals over the next few months, maybe I'll reward myself with writing a pinch hit or treat or something. We'll see. But original fic MUST come first.
Oof.
