Day 23 and Have Hit the First Wall

[hiddencait]

Well I knew it was going to happen and today out of nowhere it seems to be doing so.

I am officially questioning what the fuck I thought I was doing taking on a second job.

I'm totally exhausted mentally and physically (which I know is part of my 3 day diet thing, but the rest is decidedly work), frustrated because I'm almost out of things to do AGAIN and my boss isn't here cuz hey it's the weekend and she and her husband wanted to go hang out which totally makes sense but just makes me frustrated and kinda bummed.

It doesn't help that it's an utterly gorgeous day, and want so bad to be out on my back porch writing and hanging with puppies and just having a weekend.

I did the math and I'm on my 23rd work day in a row.

And that number will only get higher if I want to succeed and pay off my dept.

I know it's worth it. I KNOW it is. And I know I can do it.

But I'm having a hell of a time remembering that right now.

So can yall just help remind me please? Feeling awfully close to quitting and that just is not acceptable. Period. End of story.

Comments

[triaden.livejournal.com]

You, my dear, just need to hang on for another 7 days and I bet you'll feel a ton better! Think about it this way:

You have managed to work every day for 23 days in a row and you're still standing, your wrists aren't killing you, and you have coherent thought processes all the time!

This is a hump, brought on by the crankyness of the surrounding day and probably a little lady hormones. Which we know that you can conquer easily. :D

I love you girl! You can do this! Keep it up!

*snuggles* Look at pretties!

[triaden.livejournal.com]

Also, my pretty, of the icon variety, fails in comparison to the above pretties, which I did not see before I posted my comment. Shame on me. :P