hiddencait

Well I knew it was going to happen and today out of nowhere it seems to be doing so.

I am officially questioning what the fuck I thought I was doing taking on a second job.

I'm totally exhausted mentally and physically (which I know is part of my 3 day diet thing, but the rest is decidedly work), frustrated because I'm almost out of things to do AGAIN and my boss isn't here cuz hey it's the weekend and she and her husband wanted to go hang out which totally makes sense but just makes me frustrated and kinda bummed.

It doesn't help that it's an utterly gorgeous day, and want so bad to be out on my back porch writing and hanging with puppies and just having a weekend.

I did the math and I'm on my 23rd work day in a row.

And that number will only get higher if I want to succeed and pay off my dept.

I know it's worth it. I KNOW it is. And I know I can do it.

But I'm having a hell of a time remembering that right now.

So can yall just help remind me please? Feeling awfully close to quitting and that just is not acceptable. Period. End of story.